My Personal Rapture

Yes I am an insomniac, alcoholic and I am depressed
Read into my past, you’ll never pass my tests
I’m confused, troubled and compressed
Beware! If you get me stressed
You’ll fuse a ticking time bomb, ready to explode
But lucky for you, I’m calm but I implode
So you never have to suffer through another dramatic episode!


These days, I’m defeating the demonization, the complications
I’m nursing my wounds, without liquids and substances
It’s about time I did too, goodbye vices during the winter blues
I know that it’s written in my history and it’ll stay with me for eternity
But cleansing will soar through and I’ll move on with certainty
So come on! Bring on the obstacles and addictions, I’ll fight
Renewal doesn’t begin tomorrow, change starts tonight

I raise my arms in victory with work and university
I’m transformed into who I was destined to be
As I stare in the evil eyes of adversity
I slaughter the evil like a vigilante, to see goodness prevail perfectly
The demons imprinted my soul with sins, but I’m desperate to win
So I fire back with a stamp on their cranium
A blood written declaration of fail on them

The Spiritual warfare, the battle for my heart
I was weak then, but now I’m steel, you can’t tear me apart
Now I see that, you’re nothing, you’re useless
Yes, you’re jealous and ruthless
Now I got someone on my side
Yes, be terrified, tremble, and race to hide
My God will overpower you, I’ll definitely testify

Pure truth set me free from his self-destructive lies
Demons be gone, our union, crumbles, fumbles then dies
I am changed and forever I’m motivated, I’ll continue to try
The land of my heart, mind and soul are no longer dark or dry
You lost, and you’re devastated from my direction of dedication
Of being secured and reclaiming what I miss
Enjoy another thousand years stuck in your abyss

So as my past is lowered six feet underground
I hear the Lord’s voice, a deep holy sound
Saying the patience of two years have passed, at last,
You’re granted with your licence of freedom, but I sadly see him
I see liberty while he enters into a captive cell, his new personal hell
We both lived at rock bottom Boulevard, but the difference is, I acted with intelligence to end the game
While the illness was taken by the demons that led to the disgrace of his ancestral name


The crash, the burn and the scandal leads to my personal rapture
I’m not speaking of death; I’m speaking of starting a new chapter
Twenty thousand down in debt, I’ve learnt and I’ve wept
I truly smile now, as I gaze at the heavens through the sun,
The brightness surrounds, the dark days reach the finish line, and I won
I’ve made mistakes and I’ve definitely had my fun
But like Christ declared on the cross, it’s accomplished, it’s finished and it’s finally done.